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I would presume they are in the same position.
But there might be something more to it than that...
The search goes on...
why are you even letting me ramble about nothing?
No, the matter we were discussing was of an emotional nature. An area I know nothing about. He claimed to know less than I did, but he is obviously delusional.
I'd like to start discussions about androids but nobody cares. They just continue to think I'm a freak.
Prejudice. Or...
In a way you know I would understand.
No, I was even talking to people today who were trying to be noble.
In the same conversation, the guy told me the preferences to his death.
....I don't see it. But I've heard that so many times, it must be true.
What's your point? Why is it weird that I want to be killed by someone I know for fair reasons?
Uhhh... Not a plan. Just random creation of substances that fit together.
That's ridiculous.
Just recycled atoms then. I'm just a mixture of recycled atoms. Hmmm...
No. I know a lot of people who attempt to be noble.
How is that not being noble, other than my complaining about it all the time?
That's preferable for a number of reasons. I will be less scared, they shall know my last words, I won't be self conscious, they can hold me while I lie dying & repent my sins, they will have the responsibility of my body disposal, & it will hopefully scar them for life. It's just easier. Someone I can trust & depend on, would be nice. Someone who I know can do it & will do it properly.
If it is not a plan then it is a happenstance.
But then the whole Universe would just be a happenstance. Hmmm....
No. I'd rather the gun immediately instead of the sharks.
And preferably by someone I know.
I'm trying to do a noble thing here. I'm righting my wrongs by living with them in sufferance.
Although I would like to know where it is coming from...
Maybe then the 'plan' is to just be a clump of atoms that'll get recycled eventually. Extraordinary. A little boring.
Or being that, the purpose is to decipher the components of the Universe. I like that idea. It carries hope with it.
Still I'd like to be a little bit memorable. But then what would be the point in being remembered if the only people who would remember would also be gone.
Okay, fine, forget it. I'll just continue to suffer, bored, without knowledge.
Nah. Not sharks, that sends a bad message about sharks. Poor little creatures. And there's a chance of survival. & I wouldn't want to oneup Spielberg's masterpiece.
Deserve it, yes. Like it, no. But I hate to think of the alternatives.
My mind is very jumbled and all I'm trying to do is express it in an understandable medium. Or at least find someone who can understand it.
I was reading something about a 'Divine Plan' the other day, sounded like ....stuff.
But not necessarily by God, by the Universe or something. I should have a purpose or something, yes? The Meaning of Life. Well, I know that... but we're fully evolved conscious beings now, there should be something more to it than just that.
Fine, have it. See if I care.
It won't sell. People won't buy it, you will have no money.
Sounds like human.
That sounds like disgusting philosophical rubbish. See the twisted nonsense that's in my mind? I have to live with that every day.
ARGH! That's not helpful. I don't know what I'm meant to do.
How can I get ideas without asking other people?
Who cares? Not I.
You do whatever, leave me out of it.
I think it's got to do with the fact that I'm a woman, but that would be stereotypical.
It's just more patronising because then I know you don't mean what you say when you're being modest.
Didn't I just say I don't drink Kola.
Had some Vietnamese Red Bull earlier, that's some sweet stuff.
Because you are you.
You are very opinionated, you have that ego of superiority, and when you start being modest it just makes it worse. It's more patronising.
That is my only rant I have about you. All else is some form of appreciation.
I don't want to do that either.
Yeah, pretty much.
Do you have any suggestions I won't refuse then?
Ohhhhh. But do we have to? I don't want to.