Bullying-reasons or whims?

espeon · 2007-02-23 20:46:19

I've had a bad childhood.When i was 5 years old 9 gigantic bullies beat me up. The only way I could fight back was by fighting back and you know what! I WON! But I ended up with a giant footprint on my shirt so i went to hospital. those boys still didnt get expelled though lol. The only way I can actually live with my life is by disliking it so much and hoping it will be over. It goes much quicker that way. I've also got lack of self esteem and I dont value life much. In fact I hate y life so much I've tried scuicidal attempts 4 times. Then my only true friend had to go bibi to another high school and then go bibi to a different county in london

I thought i had friends but you know what. Me myself and I is all I need to survive. Solitude and darkness is my serene temple where no one can hurt me or sadden me. I feel better if I'm alone and when we have to do team activities I'm always on my own. But I dont care because I don't need them. As long as I can go home onto my computer and chat with my best friends (who turn out to be online friends of whom I have never met) all night. If you say to ignore them you're wrong. That never works. It makes you a sitting duck. Just wasting your time and patience. Just try to ignore them when they hunt for you every single second of every minuite of your life. Behind your back they plan. In front of you they scorn and curse. And all you can do is wait until they slowly consume you. Until every drop of happiness is absorbed out of you.

Just try to ignore them then.

MathsIsFun · 2007-02-23 21:29:03

First Zach's story and now yours. This is too sad.

It will get better I assure you.

As you get older you get more control of where and what you do, and you find all sorts of magical things to do.

espeon · 2007-02-23 22:17:09

Not really. As you grow up worse things happen...

George,Y · 2007-02-23 23:37:31

Retaliate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

espeon · 2007-02-24 00:57:22

yep! thats the best way to handle things. fight back and scare them so much that they wont dare EVER bully you again SHANNARO!

power man · 2007-02-24 02:15:27

or revenge

espeon · 2007-02-24 06:06:19

yep! the two r's of happiness and success!

rida · 2007-02-25 05:12:01

I've wanted to kill myself so many times I've lost count.People always used to bully me from reception to year 2 because I was brown.In year 3 everyone ignored me. Now in year 4 I have a teacher who always picks on me and where ever I go everyone acts like I don't exist.

Devantè · 2007-02-25 05:19:11

You've wanted to kill yourself? That's a very bad thing to think about. Life has its obstacles, overcome them, learn from them, and become greater in wisdom.

George,Y · 2007-02-25 15:17:47

How can you retaliate if you have killed yourself?

MathsIsFun · 2007-02-25 19:53:08

The best revenge is to have a good life.

rida · 2007-02-26 04:04:49

How can you have a good life when people completely ignore you.

espeon · 2007-02-26 08:16:30

Actually the best revenge is by getting either a hand grenade or a machine gun and blast them to death...

...Don't you agree?

Devantè · 2007-02-26 10:05:02

No.

MathsIsFun · 2007-02-26 10:46:54

Enjoy your life. Ignore the nasty people. Your life won't always be in a school, one day you will have a good job, plenty of money, good friends and lots of fun.

power man · 2007-02-26 11:37:17

rida just don't listen to them, i have a guy in like 6 of 8 classes (that is three times out of 4 a day).In language arts i pronounced something wrong and he always would use that when dissed him hard. i just did not listen to them and he stopped, thank god, now i can diss him even harder. haha

George,Y · 2007-02-26 15:29:16

Why shall your happiness be based on someones' attention? Ignore them, and do your own business.

MathsIsFun · 2007-02-26 15:35:38

Exactly ... why be "popular" with people who you may never see again when you graduate?

Set up your own standards for yourself - don't sink to their level and be nasty.

Have goals for your life beyond school and go achieve them!

espeon · 2007-02-27 03:54:41

doesnt work... ive tried

John E. Franklin · 2007-02-27 05:17:07

I feel bad for all of you living under these undesirable conditions, poor espeon, rida, and well Zach is already through his bad part. As for me, well I won't get into my four decade long life. All I can say is, things can get bad, and then there are some times that make me realize everything is going to be okay, eventually, or at least for a while. As for ignoring or fighting bad behavior, I don't have any set rules, I have retaliated here and there, and it's always memorable.

espeon · 2007-02-27 05:36:56

hmmm... techniquly lucky zach his part is over lol. rida isnt so much bad because if she has brown skin and the people making fun of her have friends with brown skin then she can just say that 'so and so' have brown coloured skinned friends so why pick on her? Unfortunately I'm the only chinese girl in the whole secondary school PLUS im in year 7. so im the easiest target...

rida · 2007-02-27 06:06:51

im the only brown girl and the only Muslim in my whole school.

espeon · 2007-02-27 06:24:18

so... people cant make fun of religion. And anyway. Im in SECONDARY SCHOOL! WHICH IS A LOT WORSE THAN PRIMARY SCHOOL! Plus I'm in the LOWEST year of the school.

John E. Franklin · 2007-02-27 06:34:50

Just remember this, and this happened to me. When you care so much about things, so much so, that nothing else matters, except caring for what is right, then you will find a happy ending to your story.

espeon · 2007-02-27 07:17:04

I thought it was when you DONT care about this stuff you lose faith in life and all hope in happiness dies. Mine died ages ago

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